obviously, one cannot only just do arty things and drink beer. also, only working hard academically is not a real option. once in a while the contact with the countryside and its people is what makes ascension day special (and i am not joking). so, once again (not "on my way to my mother's annual turkey curry buffet"), i travelled to nossen, reached the monastery's ruins and photographed with something alike a love for ruins.
three here, the other ones there.
ascension
"all used was dead before"
Listen to me. Like you, I know what it is to forget.
No, you don't know what it is to forget.
Like you, I am endowed with memory. I know what it is to forget.
No, you are not endowed with memory.
Like you, I too have struggled with all my might not to forget. Like you, I forgot. Like you, I longed for a memory beyond consolation, a memory of shadows and stone. For my part I struggled every day with all my might against the horror of no longer understanding the reason to remember. Like you, I forgot. Why deny the obvious necessity of remembering? Listen to me. I know something else. It will begin again.
(from Hiroshima mon Amour)
My work all used was dead before showed Marguerite Duras' words in seeing red.
They might describe a perspective on the installed environment as a whole and shape an understanding of an underlying attempt of trying not to forget - finding oneself in the difficult situation of needing to withhold an unspeakable presence and/or absence and concurrently displaying it - for (not) coming to terms with it. For staying alive.

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floorplan
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אותו (לא) ידעתי

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sui_site or how to disappear completely - outside

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sui_site or how to disappear completely - inside

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slightly damaged frontal cortex

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seeing red
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seeing red & sui_site & אותו (לא) ידעתי

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paraphilia - wingblind

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paraphilia - series

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paraphilia - flying card

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paraphilia - bird

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paraphilia - bird detail

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match

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match & paraphilia

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